New hair color new hair colorrrr <3

Palty Nama Caramel Latte - but without bleaching.

( under the cut:3 )

never in my life have i been happier than now that i'm with him

however.. there is that fear.
the fear, of..

what to do, when my time here comes to an end?

i'm torn. i want to come back to stay with my family
and friends

but i don't want to leave this place
this people
my world i was building step by step
wasting all i've learnt

leaving without him.
though i know i cannot tore him away from that little of a family he has here..

YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M LIVIN' A TEENAGE DREAM
THE WAY YOU TURN ME ON
I CAN'T SLEEP
LET'S RUNAWAY AND DON'T EVER LOOK BACK
DON'T EVER LOOK BACK

MY HEART STOPS THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME JUST ONE TOUCH
NOW BABY I BELIEVE
THIS IS REAL
SO TAKE A CHANCE AND DON'T EVER LOOK BACK
DON'T EVER LOOK BACK



you think I'm pretty
without any makeup on
you think I'm funny
when I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
so I let my walls come down, down

we drove to lloret
and got drunk on the beach
got a motel and
built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
my missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

I'mma get your heart racing
in my skin tights jeans
be your teenage dream tonight
let you put your hands on me
in my skin tight jeans
be your teenage dream tonight

let's go all the way tonight
no regrets, just love
we can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

passion is irrational
love is unconditional.

together they make you go dizzy.
act like a drunk.

they make you do crazy things;
things, you'd never do.
things you never thought you might be capable of doing.



our past doesn't matter; only what is now matters.
'cuz past is already in the past.
and present is what builds our future.

"Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you."


i love you. <3

我喜欢你 ♥

oh i, i might be small
but it doesn't mean i can't reach the sky
i, i might be weak
but it doesn't mean you can knock me down

oh i, i might trip and fall
but it doesn't mean don't know how to stand tall
i don't look like her
but i am glad as hell i am, who i am

// olivia <3

私は、人生の魔法はあたりまえ(普通)なことのなかにあると思います。
あたりまえな物事のなかに美を見つけたとき、私は喜びで満たされます。 <-- Olivia Lufkin.

I think the magic of life is in the ATARIMAE (the usual things).
When I see the beauty in the ATARIMAE, it fills me with joy.

Now I know I have already lost you. I have lost everything. Even so, I can't let you go forever and allow you to forget me without letting you know that I don't bear you any grudge, that I knew it from the start, I knew that I was going to lose you and that you would never see in me what I see in you. I want you to know that I loved you from the very first day and that I still love you, now more than ever, even if you don't want me to.

hey boy with salty kisses
i want to know your mind
what you're really thinking
and where has gone your smile

hey boy with sour kisses
are you always drunk?
i wish i knew just who you are
before you broke my heart